fictionpage Chapter 433: Ji Ruoxue's World Is A Circle
Chapter 433: Ji Ruoxue's World Is A Circle
Chapter 433
What does Ji Ruoxue's world look like?
If I really want to describe it,
Ji Ruoxue thinks it should be a circle,
For her, blood, kinship, affection, friendship
None of these things matter.
To her, the world is only the difference between being inside the circle and being outside the circle.
The people outside the circle, the world outside the circle, everything has nothing to do with her.
She can be cold-blooded enough and indifferent enough to watch those people suffer.
Even her biological father, who was related by blood, was abandoned by her outside the circle, even so far away that she resented her.
But for the circle, even for ordinary things, even for people who don't love her, she is willing to give everything for it.
In the past, she always thought that she was the only one in her circle.
But in fact, this is not the case.
Unknowingly, "February 20", there are already two people in her circle.
One is the mother, and the other is Gu Lin.
The person closest to her and the most important to her,
She put all of her few sensibility on them.
These two bear all her feelings.
As for Qi Hanhai, Tian Tian, Xu Muzhi, Qu Hanya and some friends...
Although it is more realistic and unreasonable to say it, they are not in Ji Ruoxue's circle.
At most... it can only be regarded as stepping on the line.
When there is no conflict, she is willing to express goodwill with the other party.
But... there is no way to compare with the people in the circle.
Therefore, she can simply and neatly abandon everyone, not caring about anyone's sight and opinion,
Go confess, go be with Gu Lin.
Because the only thing she cares about is Gu Lin.
Outside the circle, everything has nothing to do with her!
she doesn't care!
But now the mother seems to be starting a family again,
Even if they really became a family with this Uncle Xu, they really became sisters with Xu Muzhi.
Such a close relationship is meaningless to her.
They are still just stepping on the line.
If Xu Uncle is a wonderful person and really treats her and mother well,
Maybe in the future, their home will move into the circle little by little,
But there is no way to compare with Gu Lin.
Gu Lin occupies the position closest to her heart.
When she was most helpless, when she was most desperate...the first thing she thought of was Gu Lin.
Her favorite, and all her admiration, are also on Gu Lin.
Even compared with my mother, it is still different.
"Mom, please forgive me."
Ji Ruoxue looked at her mother stubbornly and said: "I know my position is disgraceful, I know I'm a bit low, but I don't regret it! I won't let go!"
"If Xu Muzhi finds out in the future, I can assure you that I will not fight back. I will suffer what she says and what she does...but I will not leave Gu Lin, this is my bottom line!"
She is so determined, so determined.
"I'm sorry for forcing you and me to choose between that crap last time."
"If this Uncle Xu is really someone you can entrust your whole life to, if it's really come to the point where you can choose, don't choose me..."
the worst,
It may be because of the incident, and the two families are in conflict.
She is not worried about being beaten, scolded, or accused by thousands of people.
I'm just worried about my mother's situation.
This is also the reason why Ji Ruoxue stopped thinking earlier.
And the answer she gave was that at that time, Ji Ruoxue simply left and faded out of the Xu family's sight.
It was her who was ignorant, and had nothing to do with her mother.
If that Uncle Xu is sensible, really likes his mother, and is worthy of entrustment, he will not take his anger out on her.
All mother's happiness.
That's all she can do.
These things are quite depressing to say, but that is her character.
worst plans.
"how could be?!"
"Why did mother abandon you!"
"Mom doesn't want anything.....I won't want you..."
Immediately, Ji's mother hugged the slender and tall girl tightly, and couldn't help talking anxiously.
she doesn't like to make choices,
Because making a choice means losing.
She is not smart, she doesn't know what the cost of those choices means, and she doesn't know how to prepare and guess for the future.
Earlier, when the girl was on summer vacation, the multiple-choice question given to her,
She just made the worst choice.
Continue to sink in the devil's lair, disappointing her daughter... almost, never seeing her again.
She is still afraid of it.
Lao Xu is a very good person, but the importance to her... There is really no way to compare with her daughter.
No matter what happens, even if the daughter is wrong, she will choose her daughter!
"Mom, I'm not the naive person I was before."
Feel the trembling embrace of the mother, feel the tension and eagerness of the other party.
Ji Ruoxue also knew what she was thinking, so she just smiled gently.
Like comforting a child, he patted his mother on the back lightly.
Previously, she was too naive and too stubborn.
There is absolutely no room left to force the mother.
If she really comes to a choice in the future, she won't be so extreme.
"I hope you are happy, well~"
It's quite rare for Ji Ruoxue to say such words.
"I'm happy when you're with me."
"Okay~"
"Maybe I'm overthinking it!"
"Maybe it won't happen~"
"Mom, I'm just planning for the worst~"
Anyway...she didn't want to get in touch with the Xu family.
It's just to see what kind of character Old Xu is.
If it is suitable, the mother can entrust it to him.
In the future, 80% of her time will be dedicated to her and Gu Lin's company.
She was waiting for Gu Lin in the company.
In this way... it shouldn't be so easy to be discovered, right?
everything returns to normal,
Life belongs to Xu Muzhi, work belongs to her.
Occasionally there is a little intersection, and it doesn't affect anything.
This 3.8 is enough for her.
This period of time will not be too long, and she will feel and experience that happiness with her heart.
Ji Ruoxue doesn't expect to grow old together.
She knows that Gu Lin does not dislike him,
But she didn't want the other party to see her getting old and ugly.
She also didn't want to become stupid, dull, and useless to him.
She is not the type of person who likes to live a long life,
She wouldn't allow herself to live to that old age.
As long as life is wonderful enough, after a wonderful age, she will choose to leave this world.
Don't trouble anyone.
Maybe she was lucky enough to come here without being discovered.
Let her and Gu Lin become a secret that belongs only to them,
Let Gu Lin often think of her beautiful appearance, then she will be satisfied!.