fictionpage Chapter 446 The Fragile Xu Qing
Chapter 446 The Fragile Xu Qing
Chapter 446 The Fragile Xu Qing
"What!?" Hearing Lin Zifeng's question, Xu Qing was taken aback for a moment.
"You have been waiting for him, and the letter just now means that he has come back, so, are you going to be with him?" Lin Zifeng asked softly with his head lowered, feeling a little sore for some reason.
Seeing Lin Zifeng with his head down and a disappointed expression, Xu Qing smiled suddenly, feeling a little indescribable in her heart.
"Isn't my performance not obvious enough just now?" Xu Qing asked.
"What?" Lin Zifeng was stunned this time.
"I've already tore up his letter in front of you, don't you understand what I mean?" Xu Qing blinked playfully and asked.
"It seems that I understand a little bit." Lin Zifeng scratched his head in a daze.
"In the past, I was indeed waiting for him all the time, because I thought I was in love with him, but as time went by, I gradually understood my true heart." Xu Qing continued after a pause.
"The ignorant love I had for him before was just my misperception when I was young and ignorant. Yes, there were indeed some things about Sun Wanli that attracted me, and I did have a good impression of him, but, until now I just realized that what I have for him is not love, but appreciation." Xu Qing's eyes looked a little gloomy when she said this.
"Recently, in the dead of night, I would ask myself whether it was right for me to abandon everything and leave my parents' family just to elope with a man, and whether I regret it myself."
"Then, do you regret it?" Lin Zifeng asked.
"Some regret it, but some don't regret it." Xu Qing smiled wryly.
"I was forced into marriage by my family back then. I thought my parents didn't love me, they just used me as a tool to exchange benefits. But when I became a mother myself, I realized that it's not that they don't love me, but that they think they are good. It’s just that things have been added to me, I am resisting their arrangements, and I am also resisting the love they gave me.”
"Now I often dream about them in my dreams. I really want to go back and have a look at them, but I dare not." Xu Qing couldn't stop crying when she said this, "They haven't found them in 18 years. I have never called me, I know, they must hate me very much, they must have never had me as a daughter."
"I really hate myself. Why did I have to be so stubborn back then? I left home for a man I didn't love, but left behind my parents who raised me for 18 years. I'm such an unfilial daughter, woo woo woo..."
Seeing Xu Qing crying with pear blossoms in the rain, Lin Zifeng felt a sharp pain in his heart, he hugged her tightly without saying a word, and patted her on the back to comfort her.
"Auntie, don't cry. I believe they will not hate you. There is no overnight hatred between parents and children. They may just not have your contact information. I believe they have not stopped looking for you until now." Feeling Xu Qing who was as fragile as a kitten in his arms, Lin Zifeng's heart was full of distress.
"Auntie, it will be October [-]st soon, may I go home with you?" Lin Zifeng said.
Hearing this, Xu Qing's trembling body froze suddenly, she got out of Lin Zifeng's arms, looked at Lin Zifeng with her face full of tears, and asked with a choked voice: "Yes, is it okay?"
"Of course, I will go with you when the time comes, and nothing will happen." Lin Zifeng assured, patting his chest.
"But, but I don't dare to face them, I'm afraid they won't recognize me." Thinking that her parents might not welcome her, Xu Qing's heart suddenly ached, and tears came out of her eyes again.
"It's okay, I'm here, I'm here for everything, don't worry." Lin Zifeng held Xu Qing in his arms again, coaxing her like a baby.
After a long time, Xu Qing's crying became lower and lower, and her body finally stopped shaking.
"Thank you, Zifeng, thanks to you."
"It's okay, it's all what I should do." Xu Qing stopped crying, and Lin Zifeng finally breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that every cry of Xu Qing just now was like a scar on his heart, which made him extremely uncomfortable .
"Actually, running away from home has brought some good things to me." Xu Qing who was still leaning in Lin Zifeng's arms said softly.
"Oh? What a good thing?" Lin Zifeng asked with a smile. He was glad that Xu Qing hadn't been immersed in sadness all the time.
"One is that I met Yinger. Although she is not my biological daughter, I don't regret being her mother."
"Then what about the second one?" Lin Zifeng stroked Xu Qing's hair subconsciously, just like petting a cat.
"Secondly, I met the man I love." Xu Qing's words were like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, making Lin Zifeng so tender on the outside, licking the cat, oh no, the hand stroking Xu Qing's hair also stopped suddenly.
"Didn't you say you don't love that man named Sun Wanli?" Lin Zifeng asked hastily.
"Yeah, I don't love him." Xu Qing withdrew from Lin Zifeng's embrace and looked at him with a smile on her face, "I'm talking about someone else."
"Who is it?" Lin Zifeng looked at Xu Qing squarely, and asked sternly, "How did you meet him? How long have you known each other?"
Seeing Lin Zifeng's eagerness, Xu Qing was secretly happy, but her face was pretending to be thinking: "I have known him for less than half a year, and we met by chance."
"What!? I fell in love with him in less than half a year! You, you, you..." Lin Zifeng pointed at Xu Qing angrily and didn't know what to say. He wanted to express his inner anger, but he couldn't bear to scold him too hard.
Seeing Lin Zifeng's blushing face and thick neck but he couldn't bear to say harsh words to herself, Xu Qing's heart was as sweet as honey.
"He is younger than me, handsome, smart and excellent. The key is that he has taught me a lot of wonderful things."
"What!? Younger than you, or are you in a relationship with siblings? Are you handsome? What's wrong with being handsome? Can handsome be eaten? Aunt Xu, let me tell you, you must not be fooled by the handsome looks of those little white faces. They are cheating, they are all talking about running the train without a word of truth in their mouths, if you really want to find a boyfriend, I have no objection, but you must find an honest and trustworthy one."
Lin Zifeng desperately retaliated against that fabricated imaginary enemy, but he didn't realize that he was exactly the same as the "lover" in Xu Qing's mouth.
"Well, you're right. A handsome man doesn't say a word of truth." At this time, Xu Qing agreed with Lin Zifeng's words strangely, "He obviously has a beautiful young girlfriend, but he still treats him An old aunt like me has evil thoughts in her heart, it's really necrotic."
After speaking, Xu Qing gave Lin Zifeng a resentful look.
"What?" Thinking carefully about what Xu Qing said just now, if Lin Zifeng hadn't realized who the man Xu Qing was talking about, then he is really an idiot.
There are only two updates today for the time being. The plot in the previous chapter was a bit ambiguous and was deleted. I checked and found that the later saved manuscripts may be enough, so I need to change the manuscript.
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