fictionpage Chapter 445 Xu Qing's Past
Chapter 445 Xu Qing's Past
Chapter 445 Xu Qing's Past
"Isn't Yinger your biological daughter!?" Lin Zifeng asked back in surprise.
"That's right." Xu Qing raised her head and tapped Lin Zifeng a few times, "Ying'er is not my biological daughter, she is a child I picked up."
"This, how could this be..." Lin Zifeng was extremely shocked. Although he had made many guesses before, when he heard the truth, he still couldn't help being surprised.
But after being surprised, a feeling of excitement and excitement rose in Lin Zifeng's heart.
"This is a somewhat long story, would you like to hear me tell it?" Xu Qing asked.
"Okay." Lin Zifeng nodded firmly.
With Lin Zifeng's affirmation, Xu Qing finally had the opportunity to tell the secret that had been buried in her heart for more than ten years. God knows how much she has paid to keep this secret for so many years.
"I'm actually not a native of Linghai. My hometown is Yanjing, and I'm the young lady of Xu's family in Yanjing."
Lin Zifeng's words didn't surprise Lin Zifeng too much, because a long time ago, he found that Xu Qing's performance in dealing with people and her language skills were extraordinary, which obviously came from that kind of strict family education.
"The Xu family is not a particularly prominent family, but it can be ranked second-rate in Yanjing. I believe you can also understand that in this kind of big family, we women have no status and no right to choose love. It can be reduced to a tool for family marriage."
"Like many TV dramas, I am not willing to be a puppet manipulated by others. I hope to be free, so I choose to resist and choose to escape."
"It just so happened that I met a person in college. He was my classmate in college and the national science champion of our class. He was not handsome and had a rather dull personality, but he walked into broke my heart."
Speaking of this, Xu Qing showed a faint smile on her face, but Lin Zifeng couldn't laugh when he saw her smile, and felt upset for a while.
"Is he the one named Sun Wanli?" Lin Zifeng asked tentatively with a slightly ugly expression on his face.
"That's right, it's him." Xu Qing nodded, "At that time, I was far from being as easy-going as I am now. I wanted to fight against my family, and I firmly believed that with Wanli's outstanding talent, I would definitely surpass my family in the future, so I chose to elope with him."
"In the summer vacation of my freshman year, I found Wan Li, and I told him that I would run away from my family, because if I didn't run away, I would be forced to marry into someone else's family after graduating from college. He fell silent after listening, and soon, He told me that he was willing to take me away, he was willing to drop everything and take me away, to a place where no one would find me, and I was really happy at that time."
"After that, I took advantage of the time when the adults in my family went out to attend the banquet, escaped from home with my luggage, and went to the train station to wait for Wanli. But I waited from night to day and didn't wait for him. Just when I desperately thought that I After being deceived by him, he sent me a message, asking me to wait for him in Linghai first, and he will arrive later. "
"I was so happy when I received this text message. I quickly bought the nearest train and came to Linghai. After arriving in Linghai, I, who is used to the life of a young lady, will naturally not rent those cheap rentals. Instead, I chose to stay in a hotel. After that, I stayed in the hotel every day, texted and called Wanli, but for some reason, I never contacted him after that.”
"When I ran away from home, I knew thousands of dollars in cash with me. I didn't dare to use my bank card because I was afraid of being found by my family. So soon, I had no money. After that, I had to return the hotel and go to Living in a small hotel with a dirty and messy environment, that time was the saddest and darkest time in my life, I couldn’t eat enough and couldn’t sleep well.”
"I know that if I have no source of income, I will either have to starve to death, or I will bow my head and return to my family to accept their arrangements for me, but I don't want this to happen. I am still fantasizing that Wanli will come back to me, Take me to live happily ever after."
"Afterwards, I chose to go out to find a job, but at that time I had no education and was still young. It was impossible for ordinary large companies to hire me. I could only go to those restaurants and restaurants. After more than ten years, I stretched out my hands to eat and opened my mouth. In the life of the eldest lady, one day I will serve others. At that time, I was crying every night. At first, I still had Wanli as my spiritual support, but as time went by, I lost more and more confidence in him. , I don’t know how many times I want to leave Linghai and go back home.”
"Until one day, on my way home from work, I passed a small alley and heard the cry of a baby. Subconsciously, I walked in and saw the light that lit my life."
Having said that, Xu Qing had a happy smile on her face.
"That child is Yinger. I was so poor at the time that I couldn't even support myself, so how could I have the energy to support a child who was waiting to be fed? I originally wanted to send her to the police station to find her parents , but when she reached out to touch my face and smiled at me, my heart completely melted, and I told myself, this child, I must raise her."
"At that time, I was young, unmarried, but with a child. One can imagine how difficult life was. But I don't regret it. I told myself that no matter how difficult it is, I will persevere and I will work hard. Go down, not only for yourself, but also for Ying Er."
"I have to say that Yinger is really an angel. Her appearance has brought me countless good luck. After shopping in a mall, I won 10 yuan from a lottery ticket they gave me. What a huge sum of money it is, I am so excited that I am going crazy."
"Afterwards, I spent 5 yuan to buy a 30-square-meter second-hand house, and used the rest of the money to take care of Yinger. During this period, I went to study economics and management by myself and obtained a bachelor's degree certificate. But because I have never had a job, the remaining The money I put down was quickly wiped out. But at this time, Ying Er brought me good luck again. Not long after, the second-hand house was demolished, and I changed to the current house and got a sum of money at the same time. A lot of money for demolition."
"Since then, I have had more energy to raise Yinger. Yinger is also very sensible and obedient. She has never made me worry about it. She has achieved good grades since she was a child. I always think that I have done the right thing in my life. The most important thing is to adopt Ying Er."
Since then, Xu Qing's narrative has officially ended.
After listening to Xu Qing's narration, Lin Zifeng closed his eyes and remained silent for a long time. Although Xu Qing said it lightly, he could imagine that a girl of eighteen or nineteen years old, alone, with a child, lived in a different place. How difficult it is to work hard in a place where you are familiar, and how much hardship you have suffered.
Every time he thought of this, Lin Zifeng couldn't help feeling a twinge of pain in his heart.
After a long time, Lin Zifeng slowly opened his eyes, looking at Xu Qing with rosy eyes and a slight smile: "Do you still love him now?"
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